Soothsayer

  Afraid and paranoid  Every thing was dejà ju  Everyone was in randevious To everyone this thing was normal  I was running timely  We are in the World Full of shrugs  Can't we be alike Can't we be same Question are in eyes

  The demons are fighting  The restlessness is biting  The darkness is growing  They are rolling deep inside me  They are overpowering Tears are following  Time is making it worse  Lifelines is not able to rescue  It is just me or everyone out there  Is this feeling biting the conscious It is just me or the world is in the trouble Mental health is shattered And the victims are struggling

  The world around me is a reflection They say I am in hesitation Asking about the real affection With the pure intention Clearly it was not for me Coz your intention was full of suspicious

  Lets begin with the beginning Why we shakel our worlds Why we drape our desires Why we scared of dark Let's begin with the beginning Where we'll have all the answers Where we'll carry ourselves like masters Where we'll do the things that have a impact Casting light upon the shore Let's Begin with the beginning

    The city is cold and empty  With the faded gestures The expression are cold  It like I have completed a  milestone Where every thing is equal from the hill top Visage do not tell anything  It's like I was like this for the time being It was looking as everything is stand still  But the truth is I am in middle of the ocean  Every direction is delusion Scared of failing the sky is falling Its like I have covered a milestone  Where everything is impromptu I want to come out of this  But my head in underwater

  लिखे थे जो ख़त मैने बाते अब उसी मैं सिमट गई हैं। पन्नों से आगे जाने मैं वो भी कतरा रही हैं। श्याम हुई अब मगर अंधेरा होना अभी बाकी हैं। इस आशा के साथ मैने बहुत सी राते काटी हैं। ख़त में मैने गुलाब कि खुशबू भी डाली हैं। मिली या नही उसका पता लगना अभी बाकी हैं।   इधर सूख गए हैं उसके पत्ते, अब शायद खुशबू के बिना ख़त भी अधूरा हैं । धीरे धीरे श्याम का सुरूर भी पुरा हैं । खुशबू के बिना अगर ख़त अच्छा लगे तो बता देना। वरना हो सके तो वो ख़त ही लौटा देना, समझलुगा कि यह एक सपना सुहाना था। जो सुबह हो कर ही टूट जाना था। खुशबू बाकी हैं या नहीं उस का पता नहीं। मगर ख़त जब लिखा था वो बात पुरानी नहीं। जब देखा था तुम्हें वो हकीकत पुरानी नहीं। ख़ूबसूत था वो सपना वो बात किसी से छुपा नी नहीं। हाँ! अधूरी ही रह जाती हैं कुछ कहानियाँ क्योंकि कुछ कहानी अधूरी ही ...

On this day....! Fly high as flamingo With the round party hugo Dreams will surprise This happiness will be thrice On this day....! You will shine no less then shrine Time will capture this smile with eternal frame With blueberries shining On the green leafy beeds On this day...! You will be you But with the more brighter soul The ocean will glow Your pearl eyes will show One this day....!  

  It feels like a life time to change the mistakes I made . Someone with white flowers With hopes and desire was waiting with a open door Can't hold it can't take it but honestly I don't want it . Ignorance is a bliss I learned Life will take certain curves . Changes make no sound Instead scare the breath out of heart . I had nothing to hold up But me and myself . Days are gone with white flowers Fires with the starry desires. Memories can't be classified as archives Time will heal all the cries. I will take the road to meet the white light Just need silence and silences to walk down the road. -Soothsayer Paras Awasthi

  Chere par chere hai Mukhoto ki duniya hai Sach to doop mai bhi nahi bikta hai Bus chal ti yaha roop ka dhua hai Chal ne the bht se kadam Socha kabhi na tha ki ruke gi yeh dharkan Magar mere khuabo ko bhi mukhoto ka shauk tha Iss jalte diya ko bus us roshni ka sahara tha Jo aagi aur iss duniya ko aapas mai jod jayegi

  Coming after the ages Down to the city cages The memories remind me of Orchids with white Lilly The smile with earnest eyes I was daydreaming With the smile that not care to leave me Little did I know On the sidelines The story changes I was the same as before But as of now You didn't care about orchids anymore From stargazing to breeze of night All changed without caring the time In no time memories became past Like i was sailing without mast On the sideline You are still smiling But with roses that are abiding

  The tender night is calling The previous episodes are actively falling Regard me as a felon The stakes are full as gallons This will follow me Like a caffeine shot Can't keep tying every knot With every blunder it will fall short Call me a drifter But this is how I become After the misadventures Of time that is written It was just a nightmare With a shine of a crystal I'll overcome this catastrophe Now I have that expertise.

  Holding a blanket In the mountains Waiting for you to come in Isn't it cold outside ? But sun is bright As it could be , Green and blue are montages On which we both disagree Laughing and shimmering Just the mountain things *bumped my head over the bus window* Gently reminds me of the mess Saying they were just the reminisces Counting ten is not helping It's high time to overcome yearning Situation is getting older and older And the illusion is getting much bolder That's why, I can still feel your last breath. Now we have strange relationship with mountain

  I had burnt the best And still hoping to be okay The night changed me to do that Hope you will get Cannot tell you the most I make Still hoping to turn that away Stop me doing it anyway again

  A bad man in your story Comes form the time Of autumn' s film dory When you were vulnerable Too Fragile to carry Every little pain you like to carry Living free life may very . His definition of life were your fears He says jump is really safe without gears . Eventually the story they share Can't pass though time The allegations with repetition Were easy to penetrate the sky Shaddy was the days As was he, miserable But not allowed to cry As it would be not stereotypical Is he good now? Happy ! Oh! Of course more than he could be Happiness is not going to perish His company you would cherish His definition may still very But the baggage is not there to carry Both the world are happy But you should not repeat the story -- Soothsayer

  Tracing my steps back They took me to a forgotten place Slowly a sheer of nervousness climbs my head Saying me to run away from this place But how can i? I belonged here They took my such adorable care Just few words went wrong Thus time turned evil Now strangely we became strangers

  He is still looking for other half Lost somewhere while he was in a craft Though he looked at everyplace But couldn't find any trace It's a long gone story Which a dreadful history Past is not a easy mystery Long lost he has gone Long lost the vibe Now there is nothing to hide Long lost the thunder Our songs were our pulse We use to act without rehearsals Clouds were the only critics It's a long gone story Which a dreadful history Past is not a easy mystery

  Looking for you in the night sky You were flying high with carefree frame of mind I know you like dancing on icy land Were elves held your hand The blue cardigan changed into summer sky With the warmth you can light the cold night Magic ! called by man But it was nothing more than a smile that she can Even Disney Prince will fly with you With the glossy colours red and blue It will be yours perpetual ritual Which others will trail as usual __________________________________________________

Time will again rise from the depths , From all negatively positive reports . We will thrive quest which was aiming to moon , Eyes will see the change sometime soon. Starting our third decade with 21 Stars will follow the success Like an utter metaphor Happy new year '21